Life was supposed to be engaging.
Life was supposed to be persevered through hardships; solved as time goes.
But in our modern times, everything has been made easy.
We keep on being bombarded and sold for, things that are way out of this structure.
A person was supposed to be a person onto themselves. To only worry about his immediate surroundings. Not news of or about people from miles and miles away.
People that we share nothing in common, but air we breathe.
It is against the nature of things.
There’s so much suffering, due to attachments and wants.
Wrong lifestyles.
Cheated out of rational thoughts
Here am sitting,
thinking about school, bride price, cars and a house.
Things I don’t really need.
Out of my window, I stare squarely at my own reflections.
Suicide question fill me,
why was own termination from this existence frowned upon?
“In the vastness of space,
they can just bring me such thoughts; these demons are daringly cruel.
I only asked for money.
Nothing else, but a way to pass today without having to get into a loan”.
Awuoro