I have passed through numerous moments of emptiness and vexations,
The mind disturbed beyond here,
Questions asked with answers that lay waste the foundation of beliefs.
I have once reached those moments that the soul and spirit become barren and mum
A point where they can no more answer why I should still strive to be here.
Those moments of utter depravity of any pleasure of here now and in the near future.
30th July 2014