This morning, March 6th 2022, at about 9am, I failed to wake up in the physical world. I lifted my hand, but saw through. I was dreaming within dreams, and they were vivid in quick succession for a period of 10 minutes, of the 42 minutes that I had timed myself since the start of sleep.
(The title should be many things, maybe, a travel through MY spirit world, because as a spirit it is what you as an individual create and projects out there)
For 8 years now, I’ve occasionally been experimenting with some unconventional mind-altering ‘drug’.
This is what I learnt.
Sometimes in 2014, I challenged my religious belief due to the incessant suffering experienced. I had known about subliminal messaging for quite some time and so I decided to delve into it on Youtube.
I first stumbled upon ‘The Secret’ series, watched it much, then later some very stranger cartoons titled ‘The Spirit Science’. I feel bad that I deleted all these videos when my computer’s hard disk became full.
The most mind-changing event happened while walking under some trees along Kangundo road Nairobi. A thought had come amidst the breeze, that, ‘What if God does not exist’ and that ‘we create reality collectively’.
It was not strange, but the stranger thing that I did after this was; I told the heavens and whatever is God to reveal themselves.
I didn’t sleep that night, as was usually the case occasionally, but at 3:33 am something strange happened. A thought came that I had received an answer.
I perused my previous thoughts just prior to my head, by some reflex action, titling to that number, a synchronicity, I later learnt.
The rest will be History.
I became more inquisitive, searched the internet and stumbled upon Robert Monroe.
In 2008, while in College, I mysteriously lost some articles I had downloaded that spoke unconventionally about consciousness, existence and God. Maybe I was not ready.
Robert Monroe’s experiments with human consciousness were very deep and engaging. It promised some things that were very strange. It spoke of one coming out of their body, travel anywhere on earth, even beyond earth and come back. He still has an institute in USA. One free download audio titled, Healing Journey, was what caught my interest. I downloaded it and experimented too.
I had nothing to lose, my life was shit and I saw no reason to try this, If I died, so be it.
I put on my earphones, followed the initial instructions of the 45 minutes’ binaural audio and completed. Then afterwards, I moved from the bed on the single room I was living in, to the sole sofa seat and without warning, I fell asleep.
I would later find myself approaching through what appeared to be the center between my eyes on my forehead, a great bright and calming light. It was so soothing that I was helpless moving toward it.
Then I remembered, ‘wait, this is not the world I know. People have described near-death experiences and I was having ones. I fought back to shake my body, but all I could see is transparent hand movement. I panicked but for some reason, a second try was successful. I came back.
My dreams during the period after this were very vivid and enchanting even scary.
There was a time I came home having slept in a friend’s place where cheap alcohol flowed like tap water.
After entering the house, to the chagrin of my wife, she was not amused, I crushed into my bed, tired, jobless and depressed.
I had told myself that I would not commit suicide, I’d rather explore the boundaries of consciousness. What do the prophets know? I was ready to experience too.
Soon in my bed, I fell asleep, it was in the first stages of sleep (hypnogogic stage – I had learnt this in my form 3 in High school, I am a book worm and was attracted to mental issues literature, and other things that were academically not taught at my level) I discovered that one the right side of my bed, there stood a tall being, dressed in gold, purple, and was very beautiful in dress. One could not see his face, one could not see his feet. He was like half behind my curtain. Holding a golden shepherd’s rod. On the left side, squatting, was one who took the likeness of American Edgar Cayce. Edgar Cayce is an American mystic who I had learnt about through watching, thrice, a documentary downloaded on YouTube.
Soon a voice, with incorrigible and violent words spoken in my right ear. I came out of this dream-like state screaming in fear.
I couldn’t sleep that day again.
My life changed afterwards, I got an epiphany that opened my way back to work by the end of 2014.
But I couldn’t get enough of Robert Monroe, I read all the three books he had penned. Downloaded all the free binaural audios and tested the audios in my free time.
To end the long story short, spiritual things or spiritual world is not one to be played with, one cannot reach the end, there’s neither the end nor the beginning.
This is why, on earth, we have dummy teachings in the name of religions for ORDER. Only for order. And order is GOOD.
I’ve just mentioned two very strange happenings in my life, I haven’t touched on how in the spiritual form, I visited the sun twice, I travelled spiritually, and saw the new developments in a town (childhood place I grew up in), which I physically confirmed a few months later.
My experiments continue, and it was my dream since I knew not, that when my end (death) comes, I shall see it beforehand and embrace it. It will just be like rolling on the side and getting out of bed.
Ashaneen.
Peace be upon you.
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(I shortened mine, there’s so much to say, so little time)